it is what it is.

there are certain things in life that suck.

i've been a bit teary eyed over one of those
sucky (suckey??? suckie??)things for the last half an hour....

actually, that's not too bad...only half an hour.
i remember a time when it was days that i was teary!
grin.
that's not bad at all.

it sucks.
and it is what it is.
and i think of the post this morning.
about not being in victim mode.
about making the day what i want....

i've got something i gotta say to someone.
and then i've got to be ready to say something
to someone else when the time comes.

and that's it.
i don't have to do any more than that.

uh.
no.
that's not right.
i have something big i gotta do......

i gotta take my evening back and make it mine.
and let the things that suck live somewhere else....

yeah.
yeah.
it certainly is a beautiful evening......
cause it's mine.
and it doesn't suck.