ohmygosh. i made it thru.
and i think it went real nice and everyone was
happy, and the testosterone didn't do me in.
i think what's doin' me in is the estrogen.
the seein' everybody. the seein' inside and
what was goin' on with them.
is that estrogen related??
ohmygosh.
the mix of people and things goin' on with them
is amazing.
and i happen to see and love each person there...
and yeah, i tried to connect with every stinkin'
one of 'em and be there for each one.
i'm in the middle of processing.
but it's makin' me sad.
and i'm tryn' to figure out why....
i guess it's just life and wishin' i could make
everyone's heart okay. and the knowing i can't.
and then there's josh...in the middle of it,
we all went to check out a house he's now putting
an offer on.
he's been thru this road a few times, so we're not
excited yet. but we will be if it works out!!
each time, i get a little sad. for the obvious
reasons of him leavin' home and for the not so
obvious reasons of my just not feeling like i've
got much knowledge i can offer him with this stuff.
i tend to feel helpless and not sure how to advise
him.
it was funny tho to see the whole crew checkin'
the place out. think we scared all the neighbors....
there was fun, and laughter, horseplay and even
kindness...
and then there was sadder stuff too....
i want to sit with it all and know that it's life.
and it's all good.
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