my guy....well, we knew he'd be all over the list
of thanks!
i was with him last nite...we were talkin'
about stuff. we were nice and cozy close, eyeball
to eyeball...and i talked of wanting to grow.
and i looked at him and told him he knew more than
anyone else all my stumblings, and that it was
almost embarrassing to be tellin' him how i want
to grow knowing he knew all the ins and outs of
how i work....
the gold to that is the word 'almost'...it wasn't
really embarrassing, because he's my safe spot.
he's where i can be a mess and still believe that
i'm okay.
that doesn't come easy. and we've worked hard for
that spot.
there have been so many times this year that i just
didn't want to have to do the work one more time.
and yet we did.
results?
yes.
definitely.
i think about when i talk of him and i touching love.
it's an odd thing to say.
we have love between us all the time.
i believe that.
but i also think that there's layers to love.
and when you get way way down deep...the deepest part
is also god.
i don't know how to explain that.
cause it's not a thing i can put into words.
there have been times where i felt like i touched god.
and sometimes, with that guy of mine, sometimes...
in very amazing moments...
i feel like we take our hands together and we brush
the face of god....
wow.
to experience that with your partner....
well.....kinda makes ya think you got a lot to be
thankful for, doesn't it?
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