zest

i've got it back today.
zest.
i've got some zest today!

oh i do like zest.
what a great word.
zest.
zest.
ha. zest.
did i say zest???!

it's a full weekend.
considering the amount of people
i'll be intereacting with...it's way
full. everyone seems to have something
big goin' on. i just wasn't sure i was
up to handlin' it all a few days ago...

i kinda scratch my head and wonder about life.
it seems so hard for so many people around me
right now. i wonder if that's because of my age?
there's major health problems, kid problems,
grief....

i guess when you mix your heart with others,
what can you expect?? heart stuff.

yeah. and a lotta that's tough stuff.
but ya know....a lotta that's joy too.
joy just doesn't take as much effort!!!

and today.......i'm like 'bring it on!'
i'm not gonna handle it.
i'm gonna live it!

with zest.
yes.

i wish i could hold on to this mood all the time!
altho, i guess i'd tire myself out.

i'd sure sleep good tho....