way foggy out.
i mean WAY foggy out.
foggiest i remember seein' in a long
too foggy to face my fears and meet a construction
worker. i couldn't see any of 'em!
that was kinda nice too.
i felt like i was walkin' in another country.
scotland, maybe. yeah. scotland. that's what
i picked. and so i walked around scotland a bit
thought about butterfly woman. tried to see her
eyes. this is hard. only tiny really quick glimpses.
this is gonna be a big deal for me. hard to
i wondered what i do with it once i really can
how does it affect my days?
what's different about how i live?
what will feel different?
will i be more aware?
why is it i want to touch this?
i know i have to.
and i know i'm going to.
but what do i do with it then???
and so i walked and asked......
but that's okay.......
as rilke says, i'm gonna live myself into the