egotistical

thoughts all over the place.
i've tried to blog them a thousand times here.
and they just come out wrong.

so going to the bottom line.......

it's all about love.
(i think, anyway.)

giving.
receiving.
being.

how often do i get in the way of that?

how much of the egotistical ter blocks it all?

funny too.
i've been noticing things all week that seem
'egotistical' to me and kinda have me backin'
away.

maybe i'm sposed to look at that word.
that concept.
my life.

that's it.

how egotistical have i become?
how much ego am i wiling to let go?

ah.
i love that.

i should ask myself that every single day....