it's possible to lose.
it's possible to give everything you have
and lose the fight.
good doesn't always win.
it was a couple years ago when i first really
got that lesson slammed in my face.
it's standing in my face yet again this
i won't look it in the eye yet as it's not
for sure. and i won't look it in the eye until
but it's standing there in front of me.
i lean back and question things again.
no, this isn't my pain.
altho i have pain about it. it's not mine.
and i wonder how people survive the pain they do.
and i wonder how to help.
and i wonder about life.