i honestly could not have had a better weekend.
i could not have been more loved and have enjoyed
the guys and bob any more than i did.
and yet this morning, i woke up sad.
i didn't want that.
and it was more than sad, i was a little sick
to my stomach.
some of that past gunk comin' up....
i walked, bob happened to call. he usually gets
right off if i'm walkin so i can have that time.
'no, stay on the phone, okay?' i asked him.
i listened to him tell me about the damage to his
neighborhood....they had real bad hail over there.
and then he asked me how i was.
i told him. told him i didn't want to be a 'debbie
downer' and i really wished this stuff would just
he understood. bam. he just understood. told me how
far i had come and that it was just gonna take awhile.
he was so darn kind about it.
i got on the treadmill.....steadied myself as i went.
someone i love emailed me a wise note.....i cried as
i read it....and nodded all the way thru it.
i am so incredibly blessed and i know that. i really
really know that.
gonna hold both today. but focus way more on the blessed.
and if i get blue later on, i'm gonna take a spin on that
new bike of mine!
growing.......whew. i think it takes some patience.