i tried to 'be love' last nite.
in different ways with different people.
when i rolled over to turn my light out to go to
sleep i was filled with the feeling of
'well, that didn't work.'
i laugh over that now, altho at that point i felt
more like crying.
that didn't work.
what the heck does that mean???
and what a great catch that seemed like.
so....um.....does being love mean you have an agenda???
uh......don't think so.
being love DOES include being love to yourself all thru
being love to everyone else.
and maybe i needed to do a little bit more of that.
maybe that's why the feeling.
i don't know.
gonna think on that.
cause that sure seemed like an interesting reaction.