what i was so wordily tryin' to say in the post below.
i think i got it.
the process has become more important to me than the goal.
not just in theory.
well, i'm experiencing MOMENTS of this, anyway.
that's what i'm seein' this morning.
and in that somewhere is this space where i'm actually
making progress towards the goal. more so than when
the goal mattered more than the process.
that's what i'm feelin' this morning.
the process is more important than the goal.
it's like with bone sighs.....
when i finally let go of the financial worry and know
that it's something i HAVE to do....and i have to do in
a certain way.....than that's all that matters.
the process of doing it has taken the front seat.
the rest follows somehow.
maybe it's like that with all of life.
and i think i got that this morning.