when i first split up in my marriage all those years ago,
i kept telling myself to look within.
to find my answers and fill my needs from within.
i have worked for ten years on that kinda thing.
when i find myself looking outside myself for answers,
i try to reel myself back in and remember that what
i need is inside of me.
you would think i'd be good at it by now.
but i tell ya, i just sat here and had to grab myself by
the shoulders sit myself down and look myself in the eyes.
stop looking outside yourself for answers.
i thought of what i wanted.
so give it to yourself.
i can do that.
and so ONCE AGAIN i start over....