Friday, August 19, 2011

startin' again...

when i first split up in my marriage all those years ago,
i kept telling myself to look within.
to find my answers and fill my needs from within.

i have worked for ten years on that kinda thing.

when i find myself looking outside myself for answers,
i try to reel myself back in and remember that what
i need is inside of me.

you would think i'd be good at it by now.

but i tell ya, i just sat here and had to grab myself by
the shoulders sit myself down and look myself in the eyes.

ter.
ter.
ter.

stop it.

stop looking outside yourself for answers.

stop it.

i thought of what i wanted.

okay.

so give it to yourself.

okay.

okay.

okay.

i can do that.

and so ONCE AGAIN i start over....

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