sometimes i'm just a darn wimp.
i let time, things, health, life, get in the way of
what i really want.
and then i sit back and say something wimpy like:
well, maybe this is the way it has to be.
or
well, i guess this is for the best.
or
it's okay.
well......um......let me see.......
it's change your life week, right?
gosh, i'm lovin' that!
well, how about this?
SCREW THAT WIMPY GARBAGE!
it's NOT okay.
and it took my friend callin' me today to tell me
she wants us to change the distance between us
for me to figure this out!
i get lost, see, in this thing about acceptance.
that i need to accept.
i believe that.
i really do.
and i need to jump and leap.
i really do. i believe that too.
and my gosh, i need to release and fall.
all of that......i'm a believer!
AND......
i need to NOT accept too.
yeah......that's a big one......
NOT ACCEPTING.
it's such a doggone balance that it can drive one
to insanity.
except during change your life week......
then you can see......
you CAN make changes that you want.
what's that great quote??
something about wishing you the strength to
change the things you can and accept the things
you can't and the wisdom to know the difference.
something like that......
they aren't kiddin' on that wisdom stuff.
whew.
don't know if i'll ever get that down..........
but i do know........there's one big change i want
to make today.
and i don't even have to fake it til i make it.
i already made it!
welcome home fre and tess!
you're one heck of a team!
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