wanna come out and play?

it's not the destination, it's the journey.
yeah, yeah, yeah.
i've heard it a million times.
and i know it's true.
but when i hear that phrase, i just kinda tune it out...
heard it one too many times.

but today......for whatever reason, i lived it.

and as usual, i'll do something right and instead of
thinking how good that is, i'll think how amazing it
is that i can't keep it up!!!

grin.

oh well.
i still have a long way to go.
but that's the idea....

and how i get there.........
that's the idea.
(cause, i know, i know.........there is no 'there.')
how i get there is what counts.......
today i traveled in playfulness.

i laughed today.
put myself out there and said what i wanted and
played and didn't care what happened.

seriously.......why can't i do that more often?!

there's a lot to be said for play.
i think it's way underestimated.

i'm thinking for me, i can only play when i feel
really good inside.
and yet, i need play to feel good.

one of those yin yangy things.......

i'm gonna try it again tomorrow.
gonna try to play, laugh, put myself out there
and say what it is i want.
and know that whatever i get is okay.

can i do it two days in a row???
oh, that would so rock......