focus focus focus and refocus

the word 'focus' keeps poppin' up in my life over and over.

this morning there was so much that was clear to me.
focus seemed to be part of it all...
since then, life's kinda happened all over the place
and it's been hard to keep up....

in an effort to not let this slip away, i thought i'd write
it out right now.....

what if it's as basic as 'focusing?!'
what you focus on.

that's been said in a gazillion different ways.
i've heard it over and over again.
tried it. got outta focus, tried it again.

i know for a fact it works.

so why do i slip outta focus or into focusing
in the wrong spot all the time???

because it's work?
work.
work.
work.

so??

okay.
so i tried this morning.
bam got hit and outta focus.
refocused.
good.
goin' good.
thunk.
something else fell into view.
okay.
refocus.

okay.
so it's gonna be a huge long time of goin'
'okay, let's try that again.'

i just have to know that and be okay with that.
i can do that.

the REAL killer tho is when i don't want to change
focus. when i want to indulge in the negative.
ohhhhhh that one will do me in real good.

that's the thing i have to arm wrestle with.

hmmmmm..... guess i just have to focus on making
it work.

grin.