i choose comfortable

okay.
so no one believes i'm shy.
but ohhhhh i sooooo am.

goin' to a wedding today.
really lookin' forward to gettin' dressed up
and goin' out with my guy. smilin' about that.
but then it hit me....
i'm not going to know ANYONE at this thing!
not one person.
not even the bride or groom.
great.
great.

and my shyness has kicked in.
i know it's prepare now or i'm gonna get so
quiet i'll disappear.

so how can i make this interesting and not so
hard??

i'm thinking it would be so cool to feel really
centered inside. really comfortable.
just totally at ease with whoever i'm standing
near.

yeah, that'd be great.
BUT HOW???

i always think of what a friend told me about
art gigs...just fake it til you make it.
just pretend you're an artist.

if i got in the right frame of mind, i could do it.
i gotta do it the very first second or it's lost.

so okay.
i could pretend i'm comfortable.
grin.
i could pretend i'm centered.

yeah.
fake it til you make it.

okay.
i'm gonna do that......

why not?
it sure beats goin' in shy.

ah!
this is a choice too, isn't it?
okay.
i'll choose comfortable.

here we go.....