sittin' here really wonderin' how i work.
i actually woke up with some not so good thoughts.
they were in my head as i woke up.
okay. so where did that come from and why?
i'm kinda thinking i was processing as i slept??
and stuff kinda came to the surface.
this time tho......i tried not to get lost in those
thoughts but to figure out why those particular ones
came up. how come? what brought it on?
i have some vague theories i'm tossin' around.
there's a lot i can focus on. why the not so good?
interestingly enough, i've been fighting them all morning.
(the not so good thoughts)
i figure it's science experiment time again.
i can easily get lost in all this.
i've been teeterin' on the edge....but that's not
what i want to do.
i also know things come and go so much, that these will go.
so i'm gonna try hard to keep this a science experiment.
not fall into the yuck. just observe the yuck. where'd it come
from? why? what's it up to?
wouldn't that be awesome if i could get good at that?
i know darn well this is up to me.
and i'm seein' pretty clearly the things that make me
slip and slide more as i go along here.
so. gonna try to get to some firmer ground.
but then i guess the game continues.....
cause what makes THAT ground firm???
oh this can go on and on can't it......
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