okay.....i've been weird lately.
ever since the other nite when i got to feelin'
really helpless (several blog posts below).
but today i woke up all tickled and excited.
goin' off tomorrow on a trip, and while it will
be filled with some hard stuff, there will be lotsa
fun stuff mixed in. AND i get to spend three whole
days with my guy. totally unheard of in our world.
so i hopped on up today ready for a whirlwind.
it HAS been a whirlwind. but i fell apart in the middle
of it.
now go figure.
what was that about?!
um.
like i have all these thousands of things whirlin' inside
of me that are just whirlin'. they're bound to break out
at certain times. just lightly press near a button, and
bamo.
i'm fine now.
good even.
but wow.
that really kinda showed me something.
there's A LOT in me.
maybe a trip away will help me kinda see it all from
a different angle.
one can hope......
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