fingers crossed for josh!

josh may just have landed himself a house!!!
his offer has been accepted.
now there's the home inspection and all that
stuff......so i don't know....is it too
early to get excited?!
we already started bouncin' off the walls!!
what the heck!
this IS exciting!

yo came down when i was all alone and said
'you doin' okay with it?'

immediately the tears came.
and i stopped them.
ah! tear ducts of steel.

too early to cry.

i asked yo and zakk to please help me keep
from cryin' when josh was around and please
please don't look at me or show any sympathy
or support as i'll fall apart.

grin.

so then what happens?
josh is headin' out to work and he says
'you doin' okay? i know you're holdin' it all
back.' as he gives me a big hug.

luckily he went to grab something and missed
the teary eyes. yo saw them, distracted josh
for a minute and told him that he'd better not
touch that subject for a bit.

grin again.

these boys are good.

i am so excited for him.
i am so scared for him.
and i'm so gonna miss him.....

the end of an era.

but....i keep tellin' myself....
the start of a new one!

my baby's buyin' a house.
wow!
this certainly doesn't do much for that
feelin' old feeling i've been havin' today.

but it does do a lot for the proud mama
department.

what a really cool young man josh is.
fingers crossed for josh!
if anyone deserves good things...it's josh!