trips....

seems i have this thing for fun trips.

i'm never goin' anywhere as it's hard to get away.
so day trips are more my speed.

seems 98% of the away trips are for hard things.

i don't know......seems like that needs to change.
i actually was gonna change that.
but had to cancel the fun trip as i ran outta time
because of the hard trip.

sigh.

i agreed tonite to go away again.
for a sad thing that we're going to ignore.

an anniversary of a death.
but they want to get thru it, ignore it,
be distracted.
i agreed to go help distract.
that's in a few weeks.
i have time to recover from this other trip.

i'm sitting here shakin' my head.

it'll be good in its own way.
and i want to go....
i want to share it with them...

i just think something like a vacation in the
mountains for pure fun would be a great idea.
ya know?

but then i remember why i'm going in the first
place....and then i think of all that i have.

and i think how i have everything....
well, maybe not fun trips....
but everything else.

and if you have everything else, you really don't
need to get away anyway, do you??

you just need to enjoy what you've got.
and dance in the gratitude of all that is there....

and so......
i'll stop shakin' my head....
and i'll go dance my way into a melting hot shower.....

life is good.
in its own weird way.