Monday, November 24, 2008

life is weird.

tons happened today.
many blogfulls......
i came down here to write some of it....
but called his crazy old uncle first.

i was worried about him and wanted to check in
and make sure he was okay. thought for sure his
heart would be filled with sadness over saying
goodbye to his brother in law.

yeah. well.
guess not.

i don't remember ever laughing so hard with him
before....

i'm in the middle of a conversation with him
seriously wondering which one of us has lost our
marbles.

honestly.

nothing was making sense.
and everything was funny.

well....almost everything.

it started out a little rough.
okay.....
for me.....it was way rough.

just some sorta self centered self consumed stuff that
felt really icky to me.

and i was just too tired to try to sort it out and
put a wall up against it.

so i sorta just slumped down and laughed.

it worked really well.

i figure there's a lesson in there for me.....
my general way of dealing with the ick is guard my
heart, put a few walls up...get quiet...that kinda thing....

maybe the ol' slump down, too tired to build a wall,
let's laugh at the absolute insanity of it all method
is way more fun!

life is weird.
it is so darn weird.

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