gray

i go to her blog to follow her life with
her sick husband....
real sick.
real real sick.

i follow how they are and how she's coping
and i hold them in my heart.

i so hold them in my heart.

she posted about him looking gray.

odd how 'gray' totally got me.

and scared me for them.

and always after i've read her posts,
i am reminded of my own health.

when's the last time you looked in the
mirror and felt gratitude that your face
was a healthy color?

i'm not sure i ever have.

i will today.

and as i look at different faces today,
i will appreciate the colors.

gray.
sometimes i love gray.
sometimes it scares the daylights outta me...

i so wish i could hand them both some color........