wow it's beautiful out.
i just soaked it in as i walked.
filled with gratitude and concentrated
on the good.
there's a whole lot i don't understand
or can't figure out.
and i really don't care today.
it'll all work itself out.
she was out in her jammies.
i didn't see her.
i backed up.
gave her a big 'good mornin' woman!'
and opened my arms wide to hug her.
she chuckled and hugged back.
and then she started ranting and raving
about the boys.
so i joined in.
i love to do that.
they've been helpin' her a bit.
and she's so tickled.
somtimes it rattles me a bit when i think
about how much she counts on us. i'm worried
about the day it'll really count. and hope
i'll be there knowing what to do.
but this morning as i wandered back towards
my house, i just concentrated on how nice
it was to have her two doors down.
and i smiled.
i get to have lunch with the boys today,
and i'm gonna grab some time to hang with josh
at some point.
those are the things i want to concentrate on
the things that make me smile.