it prolly isn't fair to enjoy your birthday this
much before it's even hit! but i am loving it so
the coolest thing is the gifts from friends that
are from their loves.
a writer friend gave me some of her writing,
a musician friend gave me some of her music,
things like that....
pieces of themselves.
they're giving me pieces of themselves.
as i walked around the yard planting seedlings
that josh had grown for me, i thought about how
loved i felt. how incredibly loved people were
making me feel.
i see how totally important and wonderful that is.
i want to give that back.
so much so.
i want to let everyone i love know how much i care.
and then i think of all the different stories
and all the different relationships, and all the different
ways in which i would show it.
think that would be one really cool life time goal.
don't ya think?
to give it all back.