something i work really hard at is getting
to a good spot inside myself over things goin'
on in my life.
this morning i tried and i tried....and it so
i was exercising and thinking about it all,
and it hit me.....
you're not okay about it.
that was the enlightening thought.
you're just not okay about it.
so stop tryin' to be.
and this sounds so weird....but there
was a big sense of relief.
if life is choices, then choose not to
be okay with it.
then choose what you do about it.
that was easy.
i've got one of those 'easy buttons' from
staples right here on my desk. you push it
and it says 'that was easy.'
i just pushed it.
don't know what the solution is.
but do know i can make my life what i want.
i just have to know what i want....
and what i don't want.