she asked me if i'd either write or record
something for her for some body image thing
she was doin'.
sure, i said.
that means i gotta work on this stuff.
i keep putting my toes in it.
then i conveniently get distracted and forget
all about it.
so i did something for her and then....
so okay, the issues came up on their own
yesterday. and so this morning i figured
maybe i ought to try to do something with
where in the world do you start???
and while i can see that it's kinda comical...
this is what i did....
i walked and thought 'okay, you don't have
this ________' and i'd think oh yeah, that's
then i'd think of another horribly unattractive
thing that i don't have.
and think 'oh yeah, that's good, i don't have
i'm laughing just typing this.
that's so pathetic.
but that's where i started.
and as silly as it sounds, it felt good.
i think it's the first time ever i tried
to work with this stuff and actually found
myself laughing and feelin' better about
so, what the heck....
but i think it might help me get rollin'....
i'm such a weird duck.