over and over again

i could fill the sadness coming in.
i wanted to hold it off a bit.
i had a lot to do today....
and i wasn't sure how much i wanted
to deal with.

but let me take a quick look at it....

and i felt so sad for her.
she seemed so unhappy.

if she's so unhappy, maybe all she needs
to do is find real.

live real.

it would change everything.
she could be so happy it'd be incredible.

ter, you're tryin' to fix it, i told myself.

she's not gonna find real.
this isn't your deal.
you need to just let it all be.

yeah....but if she could.....

and then i thought of a moment.....
where she looked happy.
and i thought of why she looked happy.....
and i knew she wasn't gonna find real.

and i sighed.

guess what i need to do is work on myself.
and accepting where people are at.

over and over again.