it hit me like a ton of bricks.
it's just my nature.
be there for someone when things are hard.
he may not want me there.
he was real gentle.
but i figured it out.
it's still up in the air.....
everything's a big question mark.
but i realized that my being there isn't
always a good thing.
that maybe the way to help is to not help.
and maybe the way to respect and love someone
is to accept that.
not everyone works the same way.
you'd think i'd understand that by now......
tryin' hard to love in a way he needs it.......