he's nervous.
shoulder surgery today.
the kind he gets is sposed to have a rough
recovery.
i'll be hangin' out at the hospital while
it's all happening.
yo graciously offered his laptop to me.
i turned it down.
i got paper, pens, books and some thinking
i wanna mess around with.
besides, i told him, laptops are so isolating.
i wanna pay some kinda attention to what's
goin' on around me as i hang out there for hours.
i'm hoping to bring him home with me.
he's stubborn.
i'm figurin' tho, a little morphine and the
man is mine.
i really really like him on morphine.
once, he had another surgery.
i was there.
he had morphine.
and he has never ever ever been so sweet
in his entire life.
i still treasure those moments.
he has no idea what he said.
and i've never told him.
i'm the only one on earth who knows.
and i love that.
i keep teasin' him that i'm gonna ask the
doc for a little stash for him.
i think morphine would solve a lot of
our bumps in the road!
ah well......prolly not.
he has trouble leaning on people.
he doesn't know how.
i'm hoping that this round here will
teach him a little bit.
and show him it's really a good thing
to lean.
i learned thru my divorce.
first time ever in my life i leaned.
and i learned about leaning.
it matters.
it makes a difference to everyone.
and healthy leaning is a really good thing.
we all need to learn how.
should be an interesting day.....
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