ohmygosh, i'm reading way too many books at once.
i don't usually do this, but i think i have
something like five of them goin' at once now!
i just started 'broken open' ....and ohmygosh.
several friends told me i really needed to read
this one. i think they are sooo right!
i just started and am gasping and clutching my
she's talkin' about people finding themselves
thru the crisis they have and she said 'that
until the body or the heart or the bank was
broken, they didn't know who they were, what
they felt or what they wanted.'
oh ho ho.
i sat there and looked at that word 'heart.'
my heart got so broken open.
it wasn't my body or my bank....it was my
it had to have been.
i just nodded.
i NEEDED my heart to be broken open so
that i could ohmygosh i don't know what...
rebuild it? refill it?
put back together with my own love?
i don't know....but i so know i needed it.
for a long time i've known it was a good
thing, that i got a lot of good out of it.
but not sure i knew i NEEDED IT.
me and my heart.
we needed to break a bit.
i gotta remember that when i try so hard
to protect it......