we were talkin' and he was fillin' me in on
stuff goin' on with him that's tough.
he finished fillin' me in, i asked him a few
questions to get a feel of where he was. he
was definitely at a 'whatever' place with all
when you just say 'whatever.'
i got it, even tho we didn't say that out loud.
i understood where he was.
then he asked me about something he knew was
i told him that i was just letting it go.
lettin' it be whatever it was.
he commented on that sounding healthy.
'i don't know how healthy it is, as there's
a lotta hurt behind it.'
and that's when he said......'sometimes that's
how you gotta get there, on the hurt train.'
and as soon as he said that, i realized that's
exactly what was goin' on with him too.
with his 'whatever.'
sometimes the hurt just goes on for too long
or it's too much and you just let go.
the hurt train brings you to that release place.
where you just can't deal with it anymore and
you just let go.
looking at his situation, i could see it bringing
him to where he needed to go. to a place that was
a little more honest in what was goin' on.
so i turned to my own situation.
bringing me to a place i needed to go.
a place that was a little more honest in what
was really goin' on.
sometimes, maybe it's true, maybe you need the hurt
train to get you there......
maybe everything, including hurt, carries something
for us if we let it.