Tuesday, December 28, 2010

today

okay.
so today seems to maybe be one of those sad days.
or at least sad mornings....

i woke up with it, walked with it.

and think i'll prolly sit with it a bit....

i figure it's a balance.

ya know?

i mean, really, who can handle too much joy???

okay...maybe i could.
maybe.
i'd like to try anyway.....

but sadness is part of that joy somehow,
and i know that.

so today will be what it is.

that in itself feels kinda good.

4 comments:

Joni said...

Thank you for acknowledging my unexplained blues the other evening. And thank you for reminding me about the joy that preceded it! Hugs, Joni

Merry ME said...

I have never figured out how you can just wake up feeling sad or blue. I can only attribute it to the dream process - something we've been working on in our sleep has touched our sad buttons.

I do agree that the joy and sorrow are two sides of the same coin. To feel one to its limits you must feel the other.

Sending you a crayon of your color choice to help color over the blue, but not til the time is right!

☼Illuminary☼ said...

I remember reading that "your Joy is your sorrow unmasked" and Standing straight up and having an AHA! moment.
Now I keep visualizing sorrow as an onion, just waiting to be peeled.
and my watery eyes are getting me to the reward!
((((HUGS))))
.
,
..
(fred)

KT said...

I felt that too... It's hard to learn how to just sit with it... Almost as hard as it is to learn to be in the joy... Lovely...