magic

oh those darn money fears have been creepin' in.
i sat with the boys at breakfast and told them that
they were back. the dreaded fears. and i had finally
figured out why.

now that i understood why, i knew i needed to do
something, but i still had the wobbles.

you would think that after all we've been thru, all the
darn tight spots and wigglin' outta them, that'd i'd be
done being scared with the finances.

but uh....yeah....thick headed runs in my family.

so there i sat.
and i decided to do something symbolic to stare that
fear in the eyes.

and so i did.
a little bit more nervously than i had hoped. but i
still did it.

and then i turned back to my day.

and then....
yeah.
there they were.

two really really really cool, outstanding money things
happened today.
two things that i couldn't help noticing.
two things that made me laugh out loud.

one woulda been enough.
but i am thick headed....so two was nice.

and no. they didn't magically fix my finances.
what they did was gently fix my attitude.
and it's my attitude that needed the fixing.

sometimes it's just hard NOT to believe in
magic....