Sunday, October 5, 2008

and finally.....

he was on the phone with yet another challenge.

i was reading the interpretation of the angel card
i had just picked....and crying.

he's on the phone tryin' to talk to his dad....
and i'm over in the chair reading with streams of
tears runnin' down my face.

he hangs up, looks confused....but only so confused
because he is kinda used to me...

what are you reading????

nothing.

he tries to pull the book away so he can see.
i won't let him.
he's got other things he's gotta do....

so later....
he asks........

for real, what was in the book......

and i start cryin' all over again.

and i tell him......

i pour my heart out to him about trust and
love and opening my heart and hurts and
challenges and pain and hope and determination
and fear...and.....and......

he wraps his arms around me and holds me.
i close my eyes and wonder why on earth this
man loves me....

just maybe it's thru that love i'll figure
some of this life stuff out.....maybe.

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