a series of things yesterday....
think it started with talkin' to him about
grabbin' his life and doin' what felt good.
to talk like that, i gotta reach into my own
well of that stuff and pull that out....
i touched that inside me and stirred it up
real good.
then a conversation with a shop owner friend
about perspectives and keepin' mine straight.
then a note from a new shop owner that filled
me with inspiration....
woke up feelin' kinda empowered.
tellin' my guy about it this morning on the
phone. finish my story. there's a pause.
then he says 'it's been a long time since i've
heard you like this....'
yeah, i think to myself......two years.
run upstairs and bump into yo and zakk. zakk
asks me how i'm doin'. empowered! i squeal and
start jabbin' him. his eyes go wide. he says
'you know, it's been a long time since you've
been like this.'
two years! i say loudly!
what is it with all these guys?!
it's been two years, okay?!
so i walked....and i threw it all out to the
universe. like the old days...
lead me, take me, show me.....
BUT i insist....i do NOT need to be kicked in
the teeth this time.
i'll do my part.
i will be open, alert, and willing......
just no teeth get kicked in.
and so i struck up another deal with the universe
today.......
take me, lead me, show me.......
i'm in.
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