Tuesday, November 18, 2008

that holiday feeling....

ohhhhhhhhh.........i felt it tonite!
the holiday feeling!
ohhhhhhhhhhh.....i love that feeling!

it was dark and cold and i wandered up
to the grocery store. and they had the
christmas trees out! i went right up to
then and took a big ol' whiff.....
ohhhhhhhhh.........wow.
there is no other smell like that one!

as i was headin' back to the car with
a cart load of food i looked at the trees.
thought of someone i've been missing this
week. she died about a year ago.

this will be her second christmas she missed.
she shoulda been here....

i got in the car wonderin' where the heck
we go. where the heck is she?! WHERE do
we go??? i just go crazy wonderin' sometimes!

i thought of how sad it was she was missin'
this dark nite and that holiday feelin' creepin'
over me.

and then i focused on the holiday feeling.
i let the other go.

big improvement for me.

focused on the good.

i love the cold.
i love the dark cold nites.

the holidays are coming fast!

and i felt so glad to be here.
and i felt so glad that feelin' had come
over me.

there is nothing like that holiday feeling.
and go figure...i actually got it early!

yay!

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