it's up to me.
the whole stinkin' deal is up to me.
it's not about what someone outside of
me can give me.
it's not about finding it anywhere but
i think i have that down.
then i see.....um.
that's not what you were doin' there,
you were lookin' outside yourself there,
and i try again.
everything i need is within me.
that was my mantra when i first started
taking this intentional journey i've been
i put it away cause i thought i had it.
major big sheepish grin here.
time to pull it out again.