words matter so much to me.
i do not know why. but i feel like i can't
function without them.
i think in emotions and feelings, but
at the same time, i gotta connect words
to some of it or i go nuts.
well, what if i have the wrong word?!
danger will robinson.
that has potential to cause a lot of
and havoc indeed has been what it's been
last nite i figured it out.
it wasn't a happy eureka kinda moment.
in fact, it was really sad and made me
cry. it felt like a loss.
but i knew it was right to let it go.
this morning i feel a new sense of freedom.
i've stepped out of the whirlpool that
had me spinning and sinking.
and i've stepped onto the earth.
my earth. my ground.
and i like it here.
i really really like it here.