Monday, June 1, 2009

a little wrapping today....

we were talkin' on the phone.
i was smilin' big.

he was getting what was goin' on
inside me, and i love it so much
when he understands.

and then he said it...

'maybe you just don't ever have it
until you really believe you do.'

ohhh......
i paused and said real low....
'maybe that's with everything.'

'yeah, maybe it is,' he said.

and i've been carryin' that little part
of the conversation with me ever since.

i got reinvigorated with work yesterday.
had a conversation with friends that
really helped me put some loose strings
together. i felt like things i'd been
puzzlin' with for a long time, finally
were makin' sense to me....

and then this last little piece, which
is hardly little....i think is
the crux of the whole thing....came
thru this morning.

i want to wrap my entire being around
this thought. i want to wrap my entire
day around it....

'maybe you just don't ever have it
until you really believe you do.'

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