so i grabbed a few minutes and grabbed
the 'to have or to be' book and sat on
my porch stoop and checked out all the
pages i had done the dog ear thing to.
i had this concept down once.
not anymore.
and i remember, before i read it, i
actually came up with my own version of
it. i know i did an audio about it for
bone sighs a few years ago. just looked.
it's still around....gonna have to go
listen as i don't have the concept down
anymore.
and i think that's so funny.
i gotta go listen to a recording i did
so i know what i was talking about.
bet ya anything it makes no sense to me
now!!
which brings me to my thought as i walked.
about how life is fluid.
i truly truly truly am stunned that a person
(this would be me) can grow up NOT realizing
that life is fluid. and thinking that things
stay the same.
huh?
where does that come from?
i guess all the darn 'happily ever after'
stuff....i don't know........
i get so aggravated with myself over this one.
HOW CAN THIS NOT BE NATURAL TO YOU TERRI?!!!
i looked at the INCREDIBLE september morning.
the gorgeous tick seed sunflower out (that real
pretty wild yellow flower on the side of the
road)....the particular gray that september skies
have......
the seasons.
the changes.
life is fluid.
you have a concept down at one point.
you lose it at another.
you're good at something at one point.
you totally suck at it at another.
it's fluid.
that's the way it's sposed to be.
fluid and flexible.
hmmmmm........
maybe i ought to be more open to those
things.
i kinda like steady, solid and reliable.
grin.
that only lets so much in.
not enough.
fluid and flexible lets life in.
those are my words for today.......
fluid and flexible.
cause i wanna let life in.......
i think.
yeah.
yeah.
mostly i do.
yeah.
yeah.
i do.
i do.
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