oh my gosh.
i had one of the most powerful dreams i've ever had
and i have no idea what it means!
i'll be thinking about it all day and hoping something
no one really needs to read any one else's dreams -
so i'll spare you! but the gist was rescuing a baby...
thinking it had died....but it was still living and
holding it so close and rocking back and forth with it.
what was so powerful is i can STILL feel the feeling
that i had as i rocked. the relief it was still alive,
the love, the tenderness....my whole being filled with
holding this small, precious, incredibly important
it went beyond a dream it felt like my whole body changed
i wonder if it does. i think it does. like when you
dream something scary you wake up sweaty, right???
i'm still feeling that feeling.
and all i can think of is that baby is part of me.
and i tell ya, the love and tenderness i felt towards it....
the preciousness of it.
how words don't fit what i felt.
kinda reminds me that there's so much more inside of us
than we know every day.
so so much more.