she so totally made me laugh and fill with love with her all at once.
i had called to fill her in on something i felt i needed to tell her.
something that i feel really really stupid and embarrassed about.
she, of course, was great. and loved me thru it and understood with me.
i told her i knew i needed to offer myself compassion.
and then there was a pause on her end.
and she said 'yeah, well, we know that's not your pattern.'
her tone when she said it was like 'who you kiddin', ms. ter??'
and i just burst out laughing and told her how much i loved her.
i love my friends call me on my stuff.
and that was just too funny.
okay, so i think maybe i gotta show myself some compassion.
off to work on that......