remembering longer walks....

okay, i just dug up old blogs about 'butterfly woman'
for the bone sigh forum. that was such a moving visual for me....

and i don't think i can stand these shorter walks i'm taking.
i think i gotta go for longer walks....i miss them so much.
wrestling inside myself over this one....
maybe i'll just walk around the block ten times??
ah. man. it just doesn't work right.

safety over sanity.
sigh.
sigh.
sigh.

i gotta figure this out.....