i have no word for it but 'magic.'
to me it's magical.
one of those happenings that the logical call 'coincidence'
the religious call 'god'
and i call 'magical.'
some world stuff had me churning inside,
really deeply churning.
so deep i was quiet about it.
the deeper for me, the quieter i get about it.
i had let it leak out a bit with two different people,
but the only one i truly told about it was 'the uinverse'....
and i put it out there i wanted to help, and asked for
some sort of guidance.
and then i let it go.
that was last week.
yesterday my answer landed in my email.
it'd been awhile since i had gotten hit that hard by the
way that works.
i had forgotten, i guess.
cause when it happened, my insides were just knocked silly.
to me, it was obvious that this was no coincidence.
sitting in the passenger seat just a few minutes later,
driving along a back road, i looked out the window at the
trees. i was so full of gratitude for being guided,
i could feel it in every little bit of me.
and i thanked whatever the heck did the guiding.
and i held the magic of life.
i really really held it.
and that's what i'm holding on to this morning.
it's been an emotion packed few days for me,
too much in fact.
i need a break.
today, i'm taking that break and i'm holding the magic.
that's my plan.
to quietly go about my day, holding this magic close
to my heart.
cause i so believe in it.
and i drop it way too many times.
and i forget.
today i'm gonna let it lead me.