Sunday, September 4, 2011
my thinking mobile
i think the stationary bike may be my thinking mobile.
with everything else, when i really get moving, i have to keep my eyes open.
with this, i can close them.
and so i got really going and going and my mind hit the place it needed to hit.
i could feel it. i closed my eyes and just went there. and i could feel this whirlwind
of struggle and pain and confusion.
i just released into it.
and i got this thought - to release the anger.
how can you be angry at them for their weaknesses?
feel love for them.
their flaws are keeping them in hell.
hell is not love anymore.
they have so much of that.
the wheels turned, my legs went up and down up and down,
and i could feel a voice - it was more than hearing it -
it was feeling it -screaming to me from who knows where to
put the anger down and love.
i'm thinking this bike is gonna be one heck of a tool....
at 11:45 AM