i gave it a lotta thought before i offered it.
i thought it thru as much as i could.
i gave it a lotta thought before we met.
asked a friend for her thoughts.
asked my guy for his.
and then did some more thinking.
tried to cover all the angles in my head.
and yes......i KNEW i couldn't control it, and went in with that knowing.
but you know what i forgot?
how little i really do know!
i forgot how little i know.
and you know what? i think that's a really good thing to keep in mind.
so the reminder did me a world of good.
there was something major that happened that never even occurred to me
in all my pre-planning/thinking. there were other things i saw that i had never
even thought to include in all my thoughts.
which makes me laugh.
cause a lotta times it's not good stuff that i haven't figured in.
so it was nice it was good stuff.
and i was happy about the good stuff....
but i'm way happier about this - i know very very very little.
and if i can remember that and just bring my best to the table every day,
and let the universe flow around me, and if i can just release into that flow.....
well, it wouldn't get better than that.
i couldn't figure out better things and better ways.
i have no control anyway.
why don't i just release into the beauty of that and go with it?
that's what i was reminded of yesterday.
it felt good to see that lesson again.
i needed it.