Monday, June 2, 2008

followin' blind......

usually when something's got hold of me, i'll take
a walk and spend some time looking at the different
parts of me and how they're affected. kinda do inventory,
get the low down, and work from there.

i never thought about it before, but it's like i'm the leader,
and i'm checkin' thru the ranks.

well......today i didn't want to be the leader.

i wanted to sit back and let my insides run the show.

hmm......i'm thinking that's prolly not a good idea.
but i just didn't care.

why should i always lead when i don't even know how?
so i sat back.
and my insides didn't run the show either.
i did feel some stirrings and some thoughts......
but i'm thinking no part of me wants to be leader today.

i thought of 'change your life week' which is just about over...
is it going to run into change your life weekS or not?
can it if there's no leader today??

and i'm thinking maybe it can.
maybe last week was gathering all the ideas and plans
and actions.......

maybe now it's head on in blind.....no leading......
just blind.

and maybe part of bein' co-pilot is just followin'.
all of me.
just followin.
blind for today.
but knowing that's okay.......

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