thanking you....

i had no idea how much the support around me would help me.
the notes i got from people lighting candles last nite,
sending thoughts, prayers, vibes, dedicating their performances,
listening to music with the intention of holding me and my
loss in their hearts...it was overwhelming.

and right away i knew it mattered to me so much.
right away i knew it would help me thru a rough nite.

and then, when the nite got rougher (see post below)
and i didn't know how to hold it together, i stepped
into the shower and i closed my eyes and i thought of
everyone doin' this stuff.......and i held on to it.

i just held on to it.

and it mattered so much to me.

i want to thank everyone who took a moment for this
last nite....

it ended up being more helpful than i ever could have
guessed.

there is a web of connection.
and it so does matter.
it's up to us to reach out and hold on to it.
that's the part that we have to do.
we have to grab it when we need it.

i grabbed it last nite.

thank you for offering it.....